I don't want to hear how its done, I don't want to hear a lie, I don't want to hear what makes me happy, because It doesn't.
I'm sick of deciet, I'm sick of Decadance, and Vulgarisms...
I just want to be, without another sexual comment, without all that, its just tiring me to hell...
I'm not that kind of person and no one can except, I'm just not that stupid teenager sex fiend everyone thinks I should be.
I want something more, because thats just not enough for me...
Its unfulfilling to have a purely sexual relationship...
I'm trying to have a better relationship in general but its always swung back to something sexual, and I swear I'm going to vomit.
Its too much, and too little and it frustrates me to no end...
I just ...yeah
Its cool, I'll try properly... somehow I gotta rip the blindfold that covers her eyes so she can see the real sunshine and not the one she made in her head.
And who said the sun doesn't shine at night?
 GutzGuitar · Wed Feb 07, 2007 @ 06:47am · 0 Comments |
