I closed my eyes as the breeze rushed past me. Sometimes I wish that wind were like days, fast, over, and away with the pain. The darkness that spread on my heart that day, still hasn't seemed to fade away. I've tried to let it go, to take control, but not for me, never for me, because inside lays something deeper than most. A demon that blocks me from what I want, not in others, not in us, but in myself, my loyalty, my trust, my faith, my heart, and all that hurts. Held down deep by a monsterous thought, that control lays inside, which I can't obtain, I need to unlock it and let loose this pain.
Danidawnstar · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 06:34am · 0 Comments |