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Rawr, so Im just oh so uber bored... and today was like so boring. I mean my family are a bunch of douches yelling at the top of their lungs half the time.. and I had no where else to be but on here, so just imagine my day.. all alone online while everyone else has a life.. lol... any who.. so I was bored and when Im bored I do stupid things... so I wrote this, and I personally think its like meh... yah know. Because after seeing what everyone else writes I look at my 'poems' (if you can all em that >< ) and say to myself 'Dude, you suck!' lol... I only speak my mind... so yah.. read it if you want.. tell me what you think... if it sucks and you put that, unless I like you in some way Im going to flame your a**.. lol.. no just playing, but dont be dicks about it... lol.... so what ever.. here goes....

Cold and alone, I call out your name,
The only one to see me and my faint exsitence,
You seem to not hear me as I beg for your help,
Im drowning in this fear and these shadows of hate,
But still as I reach out for you, you seem to ignore me,
Why are you so cruel, when you're the only one who can save me,
And yet you don't care, just like everyone else,
As I'm swept away by darkness, you're the last thing I see,
With a tear down my cheek, I bid you goodbye, and get washed away in a sea of darkness.

Hmmm.. so now what you ask? I talk about how retarded I feel... lol... so any who, lets see the latest retarded thing I've done was posting a comment on this boys page. My friend knows him and I dont but I was like 'dude, holy hell your hawt! I may not know you, but I would totally phuck you all night! lol.. and yesh you and my friend would look uber smexie together ><' no joking now, how lame.. lol...

So, Emzie kins is convinced that I was all cybering when I was talking with her.. no offence but I find that utterly repulsive and don't want to type about me thinking about getting it on with some mofo as he masterbates or anything.. lol... but really now Emzie, you really need to stop thinking Im Manda.. 'Oh Snap!' lol... sorry manda, but its kinda true... but I still love you! Your the best gf I've ever had... lol... Did I ever tell you that? Okay well, we really dont go out, but like to sy we do for fun.. and Emily and I went out first but she left me for Katie.. lol... Its a funny thing that you would laugh at if you knew us I guess..

So I got nothing else to say and Im going to bed soon... so Emo Ness Out and talk to you folks later !! ><

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