After years of not crying, my heart has finally givin in.
I enterd high school not too long ago,
and since then, my life has been going downhill fast.
Im going through massive love triangles, and most of my freinds are looking apon me as a foot stool.
Im assuming to myself that I am too loud and nice and I can't be like that anymore because of how people treat me now.
My friends boyfreind is being a b***h and picking on me.
He almost threw my back pack in the garbage, and he distroyed my "lunch".
It was an awsome bag of candy corn that he stole and poped it open,
scattering them all on the discustingly dirty floor.
And I asked him why he was so mean to me.
His reply, "It was just a joke. Im not mean."
bull s**t.
Everyone else joined his side and threw me away in the dust.
So for the past few days, I've been getting wrong numbers on my cell.
From the same people.
We call the numbers that arn't restricted, and tell them not to call us.
My dad gets ahold of the phone and threatens to call the police like usuall,
and problems occour.
Damn it to hell.
So today they told me to do things and stay somewhere, but im confused and they are yelling at me about it.
Then my dad calls the phone company and changes my phone number.
out of about 30 frend numbers on that phone who may be trying to call me now, but failing.
I can't call them at the moment because its late and my phone is freaking out.
And then
I go into my room and have a total break down and think about my horred past and present of being icolated(sp?).
Now my dad is pissed because I blocked the jacked-up-already toilet...
=_=
Done for the day.
ninja
