She sits alone, hiding her emotions. She can't help but glare at them as they pass. They used to be her friends, now she's left by herself, to wish... To wish that they'd at least notice her new haircut, to wish they'd at least wave to her as they passed... But no. Nothing is said, nothing is done. One of the two that have always been nice to her have completely ignored her now. He won't even look at her, he won't say hello like he used to. He was probably force fed lies from her mortal enemy, and so he believed her. Now she's almost in tears. Dark thoughts enter her mind. "What if I killed myself? Would they understand?" She feels so alone and hopeless. But eventually, another day passes, and she heads home from school. Still upset over the day's events, like all other days, she's thinking about it. "Notice me damn it, notice me!" Tears roll down her face, as she screams in her mind. She's come to a deadly decision... To take her own life. Now do you notice me???
God damn it, son of a b***h, ******** ******** ********, s**t, damn... I am so fed up with it all! I'm sick of sitting at school, longing to be a part of the crowd, but only ignored and hated. I wish this would all end, one way or another!
 VC Verse · Wed Sep 20, 2006 @ 03:36am · 0 Comments |
