yet again as i read your jokes your games and your names. my heart is hevy. i eavy what you have together. like most i see. in the skools on the streets. in the malls and in the homes.
there must be something wrong with me.
there must be something not quite right.
for every were i feel the heavyness on being alone.
i may not be by my self..for we talk we chat. we chill.
but there is something that makes us differnt.
i feel it every day...i read your words and see your friends.
but alas...i am alway on the out side looking in.
at shcool there were groups, friends and buddys. there were jokes and storys.
you make storys with your firends. right songs and play.
but i am never there...you never call to me saying lets right and play..
and every now and then when you take pitty on me and tell me to hang with your freinds i am treated like the begger looking in on the party..
i am always on the outside looking in.
i have no group of my own. no clan nor clut. no nothing for me.
i wish to be thought of at times..and see my name were when im gone.
but no..that is not me.
there is something wrong with me for i do not fit in any were i go.
there are groups in groups and im always on the outside with nothing to gard me from the raging storms or the haters that sneer at me..for i do not fit in like they do.
always on the out side looking in.
Lillyana Wild Community Member 
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