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I thought
I thought u were my friend,
I thought u were always gonna b there when i needed u.
But i guess
I thought wrong.


Gone
have u i've ever experienced losing some1 close to u? have u erver felt that no1 can make u feel better cus the 1 person u loved is now gone? It feels as if he/she just got up and left without a good bye? well i have. I lost two people well actually pets. First Hercules left. A.k.a Herc, My baby Boy, or my little angle. He was there no matter what. Until the house fire. He wasn't in the fire. He was an outside cat. Well when we went to find him he didn't come. he didn't respond to anything. We tried a few times but he never came back. He was always on the front porch waiting for me to get home. He will never and i mean never b forgotten. I love him. And my other very speicial cat Big Girl. a.ka big brate. She got lost and we belive she was found and tooken in or, killed by a coyotee. Oh and one more recently lost cat i forgot to mention is Bugsey. My aunts cat. he died of old age i think. I love them all so very much. They will never b forgotten like i said no matter what. If u r cryin or tearin up remberin the loved ones u have lost dont worry i am to and im sure other pple r to. Herc, Bugsey, and Big Girl. Three very special cats. Always to b with me in my heart. In our hearts my family's hearts. I love them. I love them alot. I kno ive repeated myself and im srry but i have to say this one more time coming from my heart, I love them and they will NEVER b frogotten. Pls if u read this dont remind me of it. I write this now tearing up holding my tears back. I just can't help to write of their memory. i dont wanna stop but i do. Since i have to go anyways the message, the memorys, they stop here for now. But i will never forget them. The animals or the memorys. since that is all i have left. Their memories. Good bye. .



6/28/06
Alone.
I sit alone, in the dark.
i hear the thunder crash and
i see lightning flash in the corner of my eye.
i wonder if he'll ever come back.
i wonder if what he said was true.
i guess i'll have to wait....