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Dude, I'm in my second year of college now. Well, technically I'm a third year with my credits. But anyways, wow.

I remember when I first made my gaia account back in middle school probably like 6th grade LMAO.
I'm still amazed how I kept the same username all these years, I applaud myself.
But maybe I kept it because I couldn't really think of another name lol

Here I am, adultin' and s**t but never forget the good ol' days!
After binge watching Attack on Titan I realized I miss anime.
Throughout highschool I just sorta grew out of my love for Anime's and MMORPG s**t because nobody could really relate to me since everyone wasn't a nerd like me lmao

Highschool is the experimental stage for everyone though, that s**t was fun while it lasted. Made me experience a whole lotta s**t that I never had experienced when I was still playing gaia with my youngin self.

But now that I'm in college, I could really care less about what people think of me, or trying to fit in.
Now, I powerlift, I still party (during school cus thats when sigmas and kappas be throwin fun a** s**t), always smoking weed lol when am I not? but the three things I want to return to is: playing video games (especially MMORPG's) more frequently again (which is what I've been doing this whole summer anyways lol finally beat Assassin's Creed 4), watch anime and be a ******** otaku and s**t, and read Brian Jaques books again.

Probably when my direct deposit hits ima buy all of his books on Amazon cus I really do miss being submerged into a book filled with fantasy and war.

Everyone is boo'd up nowadays and I finally recovered from a break up with a guy who I was with for 2 years. Thankful for all the memories, but honestly I'm tired of being in love Lol. That s**t is fun but stressful.

Now, I'm going to just enjoy my fruitful years and whoever comes my way, so be it. Hopefully though, it's a powerlifter who's biceps are bigger than my head and also loves to watch anime, pig out on food with me, loves dogs, and reads books... WOW imagine that? That's like the dream guy LOL.

I'm not settling anymore, I deserve better.

I'm finally happy and free, happy of who I am, what I love to do, and I'm not leaving or hiding my nerd life anymore.

I'm ******** embracing that s**t because in the end, it's me and I love me.