Matt: I have a question
Matt: where do you see yourself in 20 years
Matt: like, if you really think about it, what do you want out of life
Me: Thinking deeply again?
Matt: yeah
Matt: and a little inebriated
Me: Mm... at this point, I really can't tell.
Me: AH! No wonder!
Matt: but I can spell inebriated correctly
Matt: so not much
Me: I know what society expects and what my parents want, but as for myself and what I want out of life... to put it in an arbitratry manner, to be happy.
Matt: yeah
Matt: and what does that mean
Me: Very deep. Well then, to know that, if I have children, I'm able to provide for them and enable them to live comfortably. If I don't have children, knowing that I'm making a difference in what I do would be sufficient.
Matt: do you want childre
Matt: n
Matt: and you make a difference
Matt: you make me happy
Me: I'm the pessimistic one out of my friends in terms of the future. I don't see myself having children within the next 15 years, though everyone's made estimates I'll be married by the time I'm 30.
Me: Married with a child, at least.
Me: I do?
Matt: yes
Matt: you are beautiful
Matt: and the nicest I have ever met
Matt: and this is without me being controlled by what is appropriate
Matt: I am uninhibited at this poing
Matt: t
Me: I wondered about that a bit. You don't normally open up in such a manner.
Me: You're a strange one, though. I'm sure you've met many people in your life who have been nice as well.
Matt: hmmm, not as much as you
Matt: plus, you are attractive
Me: Quite a few people are. I'm actually rather average.
Matt: no, you are much more than average
Matt: trust me
Me: I question whether to trust you or not at this point precisely because you're a little inebriated
Matt: trust me
Matt: Ive thought this for awhile
Matt: maybe about actions
Matt: but I am being more honest than I normally would
Me: You seem too sober, and you -did- manage to spell "inebriated" right earlier this evening. Okay, I'll trust you on this.
Matt: I am less reserved
Matt: you are beautiful
