what the hell is wrong with me...? really...I want to f*cking know...people are always yelling at me for bullsh*t that isn't my f*cking fault...SHE dumped ME for trying to help my suicidal friend! why am I the one getting 91-107 hate e-mails a day?! not a single f*cking person has tried to f*cking comfort me! I HAVE FEELINGS TOO DAMMIT! I'm sick of being this stupid f*cking villain and always taking the blame for other people's f*ck ups...I hope you all f*cking read this and get so f*cking sick to your f*cking stomachs that you kill yourselves for not seeing all the f*cking sh*t she put me through! you know who you are! like this matters...even if someone reads this...they won't care...nobody cares...I can't even keep my new girlfriend who is obsessed with me happy...I'm just a monster...a monster thats failed to kill himself 50 times, and will never manage to do it...I should be ******** dead...I've gone into 2 f*cking comas, but somehow my body always manages to pull through at the last minute...I want to die...whoever you are, if your even reading this...your not gonna' do anything to help me...if you do anything at all it's gonna' be a petty apology...'cuz apparently, apologizing makes it all better...
Mukade Sobakasu Community Member 
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