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In a nutshell, Damien came back to school yesterday, and we talked, and we're not back together, but we're friends. Good friends, not just the Hi-nice-to-see-you-talk-to-you-later-bye kind. I could never be like that. We're way too close. But he kind of made me mad, twice in that day. I think he did it on purpose. The first was making me listen to break-up, depressing, woe is me songs, the next was hugging another girl in art class right in front of me. Not just a normal hug, no, but this long, slip-my-hands-along-your-waist hug like he used to do to me. That killed me, literally, and all period I tried not to cry, but it wasn't working.
Anyway, it was just better hearing him say, "but that doesn't mean we can't be friends" rather than my mother or Ebony or anyone else. A weight has been lifted off of my chest. I can finally eat, breathe, and sleep normally again. All this week was hell for me. I cried almost every night out of guilt, plus I was afraid of how this whole event would turn out. I missed him and I was slowly rotting, and then he acted like nothing ever happened, no sad expressions, all day yesterday, and that even hurt. But I'm glad one of us handled it better, because he made me feel better and it helped a lot.
So yeah, now I'm happy, and fine and dandy, and I no longer have to worry about... anything, actually. Except my mother jumped down my throat after school about how betrayed she felt because she actually believed I went crawling back to him and went behind her back and went "with" him to the soccer game. What like it's some sort of date? Please. I went with him and twenty-five of my other friends. God it's like now she thinks I can't be his friend anymore, which means if I even talk about him or say that we ate lunch or hung out she'll think that it's something more. Oh my God, freak out. She needs to stop pissing on my good days and good moods. Yes, I'm going to continue to flirt with him. 1) That's how it was before we ever dated 2) He's of the opposite sex, I can't help it, it's a given 3) He's not the only one I flirt with. 4) Flirting never hurt anybody. 5) We have a tight past together. It'll take a lot to change, as well as a lot of time. She needs to ******** get over it.
Other than that, good Friday. blaugh domokun
 the_original_demongal · Sun May 07, 2006 @ 07:15am · 0 Comments |
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