This is some ******** up s**t you know....I've been part of one thread since the beginning and when I mean beginning I mean page 5. I made toys for this thread and everything, have I seen anything from it, have I been thanked in the beginning yes.
I'm starting to see you have to be part of this special group in order to get special things like pictures or special awards. I means how many times does a person have to step up. I've caught art thieves for the thread and I have answer questions, I've made suggestion that have never been answered.
I know for a fact that the toy I made I could open a shop along with alot of the banners I have ever made. The toys I made I was told I would see the money for it, have I no. Do I wonder if I ever will Yes. Am I about to pull my toys out ******** yes.
But the moment you offer to help they say yea sure but give it to someone else. To me that ******** bullshit....it makes me feel like I'm at the lower end of the whole group. I can really see why alot of the owners no longer go in there its because of the bullshit, who wants to deal with it. Who wants to deal with the cliches and the rude comments from others.
I mean its gotten to the point no rp even happens in there because there so much stupid s**t that happens. There is so many OOC comments that you can't even follow it.
I'll tell you one thing I'm not anymore, I'll keep my child but as far as rping her in the main thread I won't do that anymore. Its not fun and I'm tired of watching some really good people getting shot down and yelled at, or ignored.
You can't really trust people anymore because some of the ones you thought you could trust have turned themselves. I don't know how much behind the scene s**t I do for people and don't get a simple thank you for it.
I know this we'll anger some people but you know what I don't give a ********, this is how I feel and if you don't like it then don't read my ******** journal. This is what been bugging me.
Liz
 Krista DarkAngel Silme · Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 09:48am · 2 Comments |
