....what was I thinking? My creed....I can't keep my creed. What was the point of this post...? to prevent suicides?! Hell. I don't even care about my own death at this point! So much for showing my true self! I lied to everyone and hurt everyone I met! ....funny,I even had myself fooled thinking I could change...Im nothing but manipulative, gullible. insane leech that no one should get involved with. Because of my selfish ways, I even lost my best friend. It's already been 2 weeks and we havent spoken to each other ever since i parted ways with him. I only lost my love interest and now it's like we're forbidden to say a single 'hello' to each other...I'm too scared that I'll lose him for good if I spoke first. Should I forget my best friend...? ...I'll give him a month. If he doesnt utter a simple arf, i want him to remove me as his friend. another month, a signature on my arm. another month, I'll reopen the wounds...you know I'll keep my word. So .Sif....just give me one of your arfs....like when we first met....your silence is killing me! If we went back together, will we truly be happy?!
 UnknownMusicmaker · Fri May 31, 2013 @ 02:18am · 0 Comments |
