There's gonna be changes in my social life...You might have read my topic in the life issues forum, so I'm willing to change my habit of anti-socialness...if it means to come here less, then I'll do whatever it takes, even though talking isn't my forte and im more of a writer to let out my points. This is what I gotta change:
1. Ani is not real. Ani is my alter ego on who I want to be. I'm going to change that. How? Stop calling me Ani.(unless it got stuck off you, then I won't mind it). I'll stop calling myself Ani. After all, she needs rest doesn't she 3nodding ? My real name is Michelle.(UGH it's too common!!!) you can call me that...or something else if you prefer.
2. I will take her place in the real world. Eventually, people will like me for me, instead of me for my alter ego.But in doing so, I have to be on less. I'm going to apply for classes this year and hopefully this will keep me occupied and make new friends this way.
3. ...Uh.....hm....Maybe I need to keep my head high? I keep looking at the floor as if I'm always stepping on something (which i tend to do), but in doing that, I run into someone and it becomes awkward when i say sorry even. But if I keep the head high, I could step in something.....lol I'll figure this out myself.
4. Changing my esteem too. I keep seeing stuff as half empty. I need to see it half full. Hopefully, if I see things in a positive sort of way, I can get my esteem a little higher emotion_kirakira
This will be my new sig at the bottom from now on blaugh
"Smile, no matter how bad it gets. You can't smile at the end when you haven't been smiling the whole way there."
 UnknownMusicmaker · Thu May 23, 2013 @ 06:05pm · 0 Comments |
