12-20 Wow. I'm messed up. So I was walking my sister home from school as usual. Also as usual I looked up at the sky while I waited for sis to catch up to me as she always dwaddles when we first start home cuz she's busy chatting and waving to other kids going home. Point being! I looked up at the sky to see the clouds. The clouds were this weird square-ish patchwork. So it was overcast but not with all the holes and crap. Well when I looked up, the sky was off......the clouds.....they were moving. Fast. Really fast. It was like looking at those scifi shows where they go into hyperspace or something and the stars streak towards a point. Cept the stars weren't actually streaking, it just felt and seemed like it. Made me dizzy. Or when i took a shower a saw something fall and my hand automatically snapped out to pinn the bottle against the wall. But that single instant when it touched the wall.....there was no sound or....no resistance. In that same instant I reconized those missing, the bottle vanished and suddenly my hand was slammed against the wall. That was odd...... A few days ago my mum took me shopping to get everything we could need before she went into surgery. On the way back I was watching the asphalt instead of the cars and people for once. And it sent me spinning had I not been sitting down. Looked like it was melting and spinning down a drain hole or something.....
Been happening a lot lately. Though they've evolved of sorts. Normally it's just an image and I know it's not real....but these new ones are.....worse. Much worse. They're tricking my other senses as well. I've never had anything screw any of my other senses before. I have absolutely no idea of what to do or how to handle this. Guess I'll do as I usually do and just do nothing.
BSPBleach · Fri Jan 27, 2012 @ 06:49am · 0 Comments |