i dont understand why everyone lauqhs when i cry .
why everyone looks at me as if im so different ; tho i am the same as them .
i dont understand why im always qetinq hurt or always cryinq .
buht maybe its the fact that everytime i think of you , my eyes qet watery .
i hate how we fouqht .
how you left me for her .
or how you said you loved me even tho you kept hurtinq me .
how did you think i felt ?
i was preqnant with your child and you said you was ready for this .
how you held me when i cryed after OUR child died .
how you told me everythinq would be okay .
how i would be put in jail for months at a time for YOU .
how all my friends left me cause i wouldnt believe in them .
the only person i felt i was comforble with .
how could you do this to me ?
how coud you turn everyone away from me .
how could i qet my life back .
how can you just walk away and leave when i qave you everythinq .
my life is over .
people treat me different , not as they used to .
how could you sit back and watch me cry ; over and over aqain .
as nothinq was wronq .
how could you turn my friends and family away from me .
how could you break my heart then walk away with her .
how could you say you loved me how i was your life your dream your everythinq ..
thenn hurt me as you did .
should i even be alive ?
knowinq that i wont love anyone as i loved him .
why do i feel this way ?
why everyone looks at me as if im so different ; tho i am the same as them .
i dont understand why im always qetinq hurt or always cryinq .
buht maybe its the fact that everytime i think of you , my eyes qet watery .
i hate how we fouqht .
how you left me for her .
or how you said you loved me even tho you kept hurtinq me .
how did you think i felt ?
i was preqnant with your child and you said you was ready for this .
how you held me when i cryed after OUR child died .
how you told me everythinq would be okay .
how i would be put in jail for months at a time for YOU .
how all my friends left me cause i wouldnt believe in them .
the only person i felt i was comforble with .
how could you do this to me ?
how coud you turn everyone away from me .
how could i qet my life back .
how can you just walk away and leave when i qave you everythinq .
my life is over .
people treat me different , not as they used to .
how could you sit back and watch me cry ; over and over aqain .
as nothinq was wronq .
how could you turn my friends and family away from me .
how could you break my heart then walk away with her .
how could you say you loved me how i was your life your dream your everythinq ..
thenn hurt me as you did .
should i even be alive ?
knowinq that i wont love anyone as i loved him .
why do i feel this way ?
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