Because here, you cannot be anything other than insane to live.
I'm waiting patiently.
This past week.
Now its down to two weeks.
I'm pretty much a shut-in now, because if I step foot out of my room, I'll get annoyed with anything and everyone due to my lack of happiness.
Nah, I'm happy.
That she's coming back.
I'm just sick of being a shut in.
It's so complicated to make plans with people now days. They're either always busy, or too lazy to really think of anything to do.
I hate being stuck in a house all day. I don't ever want to go to someone's house just to sit there all ******** day. (Unless you 'smoke'. Then that's okay, it'll probably make me happy to).
You wonder why I always look so mad?
Because I am.
Mad because I have to deal with you.
Nah, it's all good.
As long as I get my sweets I'm fine. Happy as ******** you.
******** this bullshit.
I think I mistake the closeness of a relationship with the closeness of a friendship. Really? No. I'm not a ******** idiot.
Gah.
I want to cut my hair. Go back to being a boy. I do miss that.
My "good looking" days. At least I wasn't so ******** up in the head. And I mean ******** up as in hating everything for no reason.
Could use a hug?
Maybe that's it.
Maybe I've been so pissed off because I haven't hugged anyone in so long.
You know how they say "have you hugged your kid today?"
something about a hug having a mental effect? LOLOL That's bullshit.
I'm fine.
I'm just all pissy because I could have gone somewhere today. But I was tired.
So I slept at home.
Worst ******** place to wake up.
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