I have a problem. And it is not a small one.
I think it's a psychological issue... as well as emotional and physical and everything else. I want to share these feelings so badly... but it's just not safe at the rate things are going because I have so many friends on here who will know exactly who I'm talking about. Er... what I'm talking about. Erm.. never mind. I'll just say it.
I'm now in total reverse mode of this person I hated. I'm now falling for him instead.
See, we made this deal: He'll act like he has a heart if I act like I have one. So, he can't banter at me and I can't banter back. Now we're getting along well. A little too well, actually.
But then I realized, no, this is how he treats every girl on the planet! If someone just walked by him and a girl he was talking to, they'd think, "Oh, they're a cute couple." Except, they're not. He's single. Probably because he's an a*****e who is so charming you think, "Gosh, he can't be an a**!!!" WAKE UP!
And I even get a little hurt emotionally when he flirts with other women. Which is all the flipping time. No advice in the world will fix it, either. I've tried brainwashing myself. It doesn't work, needless to say, because I see him every. single. day. scream scream scream
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 the_original_demongal · Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 04:02am · 0 Comments |
