I'm feeling a bit better today,
Not sure how long it will last but I'm enjoying the feeling.
My parents are well, not exactly understanding but willing to get me help. I'm not exactly sure how i feel about this but, my girlfriend wants me to go, so I will. God i hate doctors. I'll try not to punch him in the face.
Despite the dirty looks from my family and the school, I feel very loved at this moment. My gratitude to those who are able to withstand me and my stupid emo bullshit, rants and sobs. My love to my girlfriend who is the one person I can actually talk to, and the only one whom I would go through with sitting in a claustrophobia inducing room with a doctor who probably doesn't give a s**t and is only there for his paycheck.
My dads birthday was yesterday. I got him a "Guns and Roses" band shirt and "3:10 to Yuma" he loves that movie.
so after cleaning up the mess from yesterday, suffering through my Homework, studying , and scaring my mother to death on accident ( she was up watching horror movies yesterday) , and sitting though the Hannah Montana Movie with my sister, I feel that I should be allowed a moment of peace with my music blasted up to full volume with the computer logged onto Gaia.
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The best people are MAD
Hearts have often bled from words that have gone unsaid
By the time you finished reading this, you’ll realize that you’ve wasted five seconds of your life
 Ritsuka Uchiha 182 · Sun Mar 14, 2010 @ 09:55pm · 0 Comments |
