Horse King
part four
Here We Go again
And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all times to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.
that was my 15th year of living.
It involved dropping high school, getting kicked out of you house, being depressed, becoming a king , trying to yearn my father's respect and soon hating my father.
and not giving a s**t about anything.
I stopped caring.
And i still sat there on my Throne. with my legs crossed and my arm resting against the armrest. with my hand placed upon my cheek.
still in that same position. Still hating life.
I had those scissors against my throne. along with my other preasents the town gave me.
i ordered the gaurd to bring me a mirror, i didnt looka t myself in the mirror since my Dad's last visit. and i was curious how ugly i was.
the gaurd brought me a full body mirror and looked at myself.
My freckles still covere the top of my face. they went down and covered my back. on my arms and down to my hands,
I looked like an animal.
An Appaloosa Horse.
with my beatiful spots covering certain parts of me.
I liked that.
I then looked at my teeth.
Wow.
I looked like a Demon when i smiled.
The dentist told me they wouldnt grow back. but they did.
they grew back sharp, crooked and scary.
i did notice that they grew back about the time my father's last visit.
Huh...
wierd.
i noticed i got a bit more chubby. was it from me sitting on my a**? without excerise?
Whatever. that was the least of my problems.
the gaurd took away the mirror and i continued to sit there.
thinking about my father. and Not Caring.
the first two months of my being 16 were slow.
still was ruining the town making them angry.
but hey. at least they got free electricity. and i wasn't taxing them.
they shouldn't complain. those bitches!
March.
I was sitting in my usual place, my Throne.
it was a rather slow and pointless day.
but i felt a bit better than i did in a long time.
i felt actually Happy.
it was about 1:30 when HE Came.
He walked down the red capret that lead to my opedistol. with me on top my throne.
every step he took my heart got faster and the hairs on the back of my neck stood up.
i sat up in my throne.
there was something different about him...
something more... Dark...
Father- Bastend.
Bastend- *voice cracks a bit* Dad.
Father- I know we have had a bad start.. but i want to repair it.
I now see the error of my ways. How much you mean to me. Basten-... No... Son.
I come to you today to....
Bastend- No....
was this another daydream?
Those were the words i wanted to hear him say the whole time..
It was scary.
Father- Im not done.
I will accept you if you do one thing for me.
Bastend- D-dad... w-what you.. what.are....BLEH... What is it?
I was stuttering because i was so nervous and astonished. and happy.
Father- Capulet.
Bastend-.... what bout her.?
Father- Did you know... she Now lives here in smoke pony.
Bastend- WHAT? she.... how long has she... why?
Father- shes been here for a good year now. and shes done me so very wrong. she isnt what she seems bastend. She killed your Mother and Brother.
Bastend- W-what?
I had tears in my eyes
i couldnt believe it.
Father- now im not joking. you know me bastend. everything i say, i mean. She was angry becuase we ouldnt pay for her college. and we got into a fight. i just barley made it out. i got these to prove it.
and he showed me these HIdeous scars on his arms and chest.
Bastend- Oh Dad... i touched his arms tenderly. What.. she... i cant...
Father- Its just you and me son. Or it will be.
Bastend- huh?
Father- here.
he handed me a dagger.
Father- i want you to kill her. Bastend. I cant do it. but you can. your the king. and you cant do wrong. if i do it... well i'll get in trouble.
she needs to have justise done to here.
Bastend-... I...
i took the dagger. not knowing what to do.
My sister? she killed them...
I didnt think she'd do it.
I never was close to her. She moved out when she turned 18. and before i never really knew her until i turned about 8.
she lived with my grandparents for awhile. i dont know why.
maybe she liked them more? huh... weird.
i mean.. i did see her time to time but i never actually sat down and LIVED with her.
even when she moved back in my house when i turned 12 she was always off at school or with friends.
Could she have done such a thing?
I believed him.
Father- Bastend, i love you son, and i must get going. i have a job to keep up.
He then kissed my forehead and left.
never in my life has he done that to me.
Did she really kill them?
i never seen him like that.
so much things were going through my head.
I was scared. sad.
My mom and brother got killed by my sister.
my dad was willing to accept me.
but only if i killed my sister.
Thats a horrid thing to do,
But the Worst part of it was.
I was actually Considering Killing my Sister.
Just for the Affection of that Devil man.
was it worth it?
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