this fear
the fear i will do it agian
i don't know why
to see the blood, no
to feel the pain, maybe
to see my hurt upon my flesh, yes
but i don't want to
i don't want to fall back
back in to that endless pit
don't want to dig myself into a hole
i don't want to see your sadness
i don't ever want to see your sadness
i don't want to make anybody else hurt
don't want to inflict pain
this fear
the fear i will slip
slip of the edge
the edge i am teetering on
the edge that is my safty
well, until you came
until you came and brightened my life
you made me smile
you made me laugh
you were my friend...
but not anymore
you left me
left me alone
on the edge
one side ifall to my death
the other i fall to my depression
this fear
this fear of myself
this fear
this fear consumes me...
 free magical tacos · Tue Feb 16, 2010 @ 12:54am · 0 Comments |
