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Could today really have gone any better..? ~Happy sigh~ I don't think so...Everything was just so perfect today...It seemed a little rushed though, but I guess that's just cause I was having so much fun...I guess time really does go by fast when you're enjoying yourself, doesn't it..?
So today after going to church I hung out a home for a little bit, talking and laughing with Christina over the computer, and then texting for a bit too..Then she came over, and we got to see Dear John together. Going to the movie seemed a little rushed though, so idk..I guess I woulda been a little late anyways. That felt kinda awkward running late like that..>.<
Anyways...The movie was alright I guess. The romantic parts were pretty good, but there just wasn't enough of it : / it was kinda shallow..not nearly as sad or great as I thought it'd be..It still reminded me of Christina and I though..but the things that happened there didn't happen with us though..I'm not that bad, and I never will be..I'll be with her, forever and ever..<3
So after the movie we decided to go on a walk on the trail and go back to some of the special spots we had been to in the past..We were talking and having fun the whole walk up, and I guess I was a little too talkative cause Christina kept telling me to shut up haha...Oh well, I had fun, and I guess she thought I was being weird and serious..but I loosened up a bit eventually haha...
So then we got to the dam along the trail...The same spot that we had our first kiss, and where I gave her the promise ring..and we sat there for a bit. Talking, laughing, and sharing candy with each other. It was really nice...<3
Then we got to kiss for a little bit, and then we were off again, back to the park again where we hung out for a little bit on the swings, and then headed back to my house to get the picnic blanket for later that evening...
So we went, got it, and headed back to the park and went down by the creek where we spent more time together...It was really nice down there..The sun was just setting so we just sat there, snuggling, with her between my legs and my arms around her, kissing her and sharing my thoughts with her..It all felt so amazing..
And then...Then things got so wonderful...We did what I had been planning to do for the past two months...We undressed each other, laid together for a little while, and well...~Happy sigh~ I'm not gonna go into detail about the rest..haha...I'm sure Christina and I remember the rest quite well enough..It wasn't exactly how I had hoped, with candles and flowers and all that, but it still felt so special to me..so amazing...So intoxicating...So very, very wonderful...<3
So after all that happened, we went and ate dinner, and things just settled down for the evening..I guess she's still not totally comfortable with eating, but that's ok..For a time, things finally felt normal again...and it's just going to be even better from here...At least I hope so, anyways...
So then it ended there...Her mother picked her up, dropped me off at home, and it was over..Just like that it was all over..but it was perhaps the most wonderful valentines day ever..and I wouldn't have had it any other way...<3
So that's basically it..The most wonderful valentines day I've ever had, right there...but I can't help but feel bad for my other friends...They used to be so happy themselves, with lovers and everything..now it's as if none of that ever happened, and they all seem to hate valentines day and all that it stands for now..
I feel terrible..I've seen so many relationships come and go in the past year and a half and yet here I am with the most wonderful girl in the world to me and we're so happy together...Yet my friends can't be that way at all anymore it seems..The world is a cruel mistress, I suppose..-sigh- Well hopefully that clears up soon..I had a wonderful time with my beautiful sweet Christina after all...Maybe someday they'll be happy again too..and everything will turn out alright in the end...Here's hoping, anyways...
I love you Christina...So so much..<3
Happy valentines day, my beautiful darling..My sweet princess..My one true love...<3
<3Forever and ever, til death do us part, my love...<3
 II Xero II · Mon Feb 15, 2010 @ 04:56am · 0 Comments |
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