it feels as if my life is at its breaking point. im so tired of fighting for something that will never be won. i dont see the need to keep going on if it only gets worse. what did i do to deserve this. your eyes were once so bright but now fill with hatred for me. i cant go on but i wont give up on you. i never will. i promise i will do all i can to make this right again even if it means i have to change myself into what i swore i never would. you are my life. you are my everything you always had been. but am i not enough for you do you want something more? i always thought perfection was impossible but you proved me wrong. for when i saw you i knew you were the one. from your long blonde hair to your crystal blue eyes its always been you. if i could have just one wish it would be for you to understand how much i truly love you. cause when i met you my heart was incased by a steal shell that only opened to a secret word but that didnt stop you. cause the whole time you were searching for it you knew it all along cause the word was your name. and as soon as i asked you and you said elias i felt as if the cover that was shielding my heart fell in an instant and all that was left was you and i. an from that moment on you have been thee only person i ever loved. you dont have to believe me but its something i wouldnt lie about. would you think i would put up with all the things you put me through if i didnt love you? i would never leave you but you left me so many times before and now as i sit here and think i relieze you never loved me at all. this was all a game to you and i was just another victim. how could i be so blind to what was right in front of me? but whats really ******** up is that i still love you and i want you back. i dont know whats wrong with me but even after all you put me through i still love you as much as i did when i first met you. but like you said you hate me so what am i to do now i wont give up on you i know that. someway ill find a way back into your heart even if it seems impossible ill find a way.
 free magical tacos · Sat Jan 23, 2010 @ 12:28am · 0 Comments |
