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	So Much For Forever
	So Much For Forever


Zweihander and I are probably broken up now. I'm not sure who's fault it is. For whatever reason, I'm left here alone. 3 blocks have turned into 3 miles, and thousands more between me and him, emotionally, have formed. Our lives are going in vastly different directions and I don't have the strength to hold onto his hands while he goes chasing rainbows. I loved him. I still love him. But I'm not sure if he loves me. So, I'm ending it. I've given him everything I can. I placed his happiness over my own. I can't continue to sacrifice myself to a loveless relationship. I can only tell him I'm sorry, and move on. But I still want to feel his arms around me, hear his voice, taste his kiss, know that he loves me and I love him . . . but he never tells me anymore, never means it. My heart is breaking, but I've got nothing left to give. Blakaize · Fri Jan 15, 2010 @ 02:24am · 0 Comments


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