all i see at school are couples holding each other and kissing.....i look at them and wish i was back in canada...not here in washington... and now i am getting attacked both mentally and emotionally by my feelings for one other person......
i am going to break down and short out if this keeps up beacuse i dont think my heart nor my brain can handle this...
rejection is one thing this is completely differnt......i dont want to be the person one goes to when something bad happens and then goes and finds a new person for a good thing to happen with
i feel sick....honestly i want to roll over and die....at least then my heart will stop hurting
 Tyler Aesnland Rubyre · Thu Feb 02, 2006 @ 03:28pm · 7 Comments |
