And now, I write about today..
Not much really happened, Still recovering from the crazyness of yesterday...I didn't sleep well at all last night because of it...I only hope what Christina's mother told me is true and she really does convince the doctor to cut Christina some slack and maybe even be able to talk to me...Or even come home... I really hope she makes it past that restaurant she wants to go to...If she does, then that means she'll be able to make it... I got more mail from her today, and it was kind of depressing...although I don't know if she still thinks it now, but she thought I was cheating on her again I guess..but I'm not...I didn't just have that little breakdown over nothing y'know... I love Christina and only Christina..nothing could possibly separate us, all I was doing was talking to an old friend who I hadn't talked to in just about 3 years... Anyways...I really hope she's over that, and that she makes it through these challenges...It'd mean the world to me to finally be able to freely talk to her and do something for her... All I want is to be there to hold her hand as I always have been up til now...I just want her to come home so I can be there for her again... Please...Please God...bring her home....
I love you Christina...So so much...Til death do us part...<3 <3Forever and Ever<3
II Xero II · Sun Jan 03, 2010 @ 02:40am · 0 Comments |