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A long night, which haunted Sumiyoshi. So many thoughts roamed through her mind, but as she lay on her GUNDAM looking up at the stars floating above it made her wonder about a lot of things. How boring this is....I'm actually doing nothing tonight. Although..the stars above look awfully beautiful. I wonder when was the last time I actually just sat and looked up at the clear beautiful sky. All this fighting is so...tiring. I Don't even know the difference from wrong or right....what is it i'm fighting for now?....Is it because....I want peace?....Yes...that's why...I mustn't forget my duty....
A small sigh escaped Sumiyoshi's lips, she sat up rubbing her forehead trying to clear her mind. It eased her though, when she thought about a certain Mystery man, whom she was so deeply in love with. He doesn't even recognize me....I don't blame him though...I can tell how angry he must be at me after that.... "-that certain incident....but that was a long time ago...and Mark....he...told...me..if I did...I.." Sumiyoshi shook her head furiously emptying her head, it hurt her to even begin to remember how many lives she took that fateful night. So many innocent people died with her own hand at that. "..Why? why must I keep fighting...I feel...so...Oh! I don't know what to feel anymore!" Sumiyoshi yelled at the top of her lungs, releasing all her feelings for such horrid thoughts. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!", she pounded on the GUNDAMS metal floor letting tears role down her face, she felt so alone. So Utterly Alone.
It had been around Mid-night that Sumiyoshi had fallen asleep, she had cried herself into a deep nap and found herself dreaming fondly of being in a Utopia. A place where no war, no fighting, no hurt, or heart was possible. Of course, she had one man beside her; her beloved mystery man. A small smile curled about her lips as she shifted in her sleep.
"Heehee, look at all the pretty flowers!...oh..this is just wonderful..." Sumiyoshi twirled in her long white dress, her long braided hair flowing in the wind as it curved around her small figure. "mmmmm!!..this feels so nice...to be free of no worries.." She giggled and began to run about the meadow of flowers that surrounded her making her seem like a little girl. A tall figure laughed happily at her as if he was her lover, he man a gesture at her telling her to come. But, then something felt wrong. Sumiyoshi stopped in her tracks only a mere 5 feet away from the man as she stared at her surroundings. The flowers around her crumpled to the ground, its bright colors fading to a black dirt color. The sky turned gray, as rain poured down onto the earth. Loud shouts of 'help' were sounded off into the distant, a nearby town engulfing itself in a circle of flames. Sumiyoshi's face was stunned a sheer look of shock appearing, then tears which flowed out from out of her eyes, running down her cheek.
"AHH!....oh my god.." Sumiyoshi sat up alarmingly screaming a bit at her nightmare that had seemed to be good at first but turned into a horrible twisted dream. She gripped her chest feeling her heart almost jump out of her chest, "..What was that?...that dream was so....horrible..." Soon Sumiyoshi's face became cold as ice, her breath becoming hoarse. Her eyes scanned the sky above once again seeing a light shaded blue start to form. "I better go...I've been lingering here for too long...I'll go back to base.." Sumiyoshi told herself to forget the dream and decided to head back up to base. It was better to forget than to remember, though somethings were good to remember, but other times...it didn't hurt to forget.
 hikari xx MULE · Sun Oct 11, 2009 @ 11:40am · 0 Comments |
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