Many time being around you
I was always hurt
you would had always get angry at me
You were always able to beat me
I soon felt left out.
As if i was nothing
Even you said it yourself
I wasn't even suppose to be alive
Even if i went through all this
I still stand by you...
Even if I was deeply hurt
I still love you
I said this because I know you love me
And you will always come and save me
Because.....
I still do feel that warmth when i'm near you
Everyone had grew up
Leaving you and I behind
You were there doing everything with me
But.....
You grew up
and I learn everything....
You never really liked being around me
You didn't even wanted to hang out
I was this immature little girl to you
But I dont know why but I just kept smiling
When i was around you
I wanted to be approved
All I wanted to be someone to you
I worked and worked....
All I get was yells and anger
Saying you can't do this
You'll fail at this
Oh she too young
You don't get it.....
You don't see it!
Am I that same girl in the past?
NO!
I'm noting like her anymore
I'm someone now.....
Someone who is proud and strong to say
This is me!
'' And Jenny, If anything have gone wrong. I would protect you."
" Standing up your fear is what make you stronger"
"Jenny stop frowning, you know that frowning takes up more muscle than smiling? so SMILE! "
" Come on Jenny! You are stronger than that."
I don't know how......such simple words come out of your mouth always makes me smile. Making me want to be a better person everyday. Ever since I was little I wanted to be just like you.....and I still do now. You both are my role models.....and I never want you both to leave......or my tears will never stop falling.......I love you even if you hated me......
 Taiyachi · Thu Aug 27, 2009 @ 08:21am · 0 Comments |
