last night...I heard a piano playing....it was a song I heard when I was little...when my family...used to be a family... there was no piano...and there was no music everyone kept saying...the song kept getting louder and louder...my head began to go through immense pain...so immense...my eyes started to bleed... right now I'm wearing bandages and my friend Michael is typing for me...I was at the hospital earlier... they said I was going through a psychic relapse of trauma I have experienced...meaning, all my horrible and violent memories, were being remembered at the same time unconsciously...it was too much for me to handle...and I just bled...and well... I'm sorry to worry everyone...but I had a dream last night...I was fighting myself...a blue me...and a red me... red was violent and monstrous...blue was a coward who defended himself from red... they just ended up killing each other...my eyes will heal up in three more days
 Servant of Judgement · Wed Aug 26, 2009 @ 01:42am · 0 Comments |
