All the great friends i had hardly talk to me anymore.... they were the reason i stayed... now without them why do i stay on gaia?? Because one friend begged me to?? Not a damn other person would care if i left gaia.....I wish i had never started getting involved in guilds.... the sourse of my heartache and pain.... if i hadnt.... i never would have met anyone besides my rl friends... im so lonely.... though my rl friends are never on to talk to much..... another reason of why do i stay?? I dont know the answer to that question.... is it cause my pitiful heart thinks things will change for the better?? back to what it used to be?? Im a empath i sense others emotions.... it will never be the same.... my first logic was right soon they all will grow tired of me just like ..... doesnt matter.....maybe.... i can quit gaia, and just log on for her..... gaia used to be my escape from my pain now its causing it..... and i dont know what to do....
 Kitiara_fox · Thu Aug 06, 2009 @ 02:31am · 0 Comments |
