ive healed my heart enough where little things dont hurt me but now... when i see things that should nbother me... they dont... they make me angry.... instead of sad. I realize nothing is forever and im sad i am growing aprt from my friends but know it will happen... those i used as a comfort are no longer there with me.... it hurts but ive gotta deal with it. Im reaizing more and more i must face to world alone... that my friends arent there to help me... im best alone.... My pride has abandoned me.... im a proud lioness once more..... but so lonely.... alot lonely.... not that it matters anyways..... they all say they wont hurt me then do... or just leave me.... they have their own lives and i want them to be happy.... i stand in the shadows while the ones i love move into the sun.... where i cant go.... at least not where they are... ill just travel the world alone.....
 Kitiara_fox · Wed Jul 29, 2009 @ 02:00am · 0 Comments |
