I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
I won't leave a note
For anyone to find
Tomorrow they'll know
What I've done here tonight
The drastic steps I've takin'
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I've ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I'm gonna kill myself
Now who is that
In my easy chair
Now wait a minute
That's the old me sittin' there
And I thank God
The devil in me died
'Cause I stand before you now
A man changed and alive
The drastic steps I've takin'
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I've ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I had to kill myself
I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix that fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
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Just to clarify a few things;
This is not about suicide.
I need to leave Gaia for a while. I've turned into a person I don't like being and it's caused me to hurt too many people. People I never wanted to hurt. So, when I leave, it's to change myself (as the song implies). I just want to do better, be better. I'm sure I'll check in from time to time, so feel free to leave me comments or send me PMs. And no, I'm not mad or upset with anyone here. I'm only upset with myself. So, that's why I'm leaving. Don't want more people hurt. I'll see you all when I see you.
I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
I won't leave a note
For anyone to find
Tomorrow they'll know
What I've done here tonight
The drastic steps I've takin'
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I've ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I'm gonna kill myself
Now who is that
In my easy chair
Now wait a minute
That's the old me sittin' there
And I thank God
The devil in me died
'Cause I stand before you now
A man changed and alive
The drastic steps I've takin'
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I've ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I had to kill myself
I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix that fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Just to clarify a few things;
This is not about suicide.
I need to leave Gaia for a while. I've turned into a person I don't like being and it's caused me to hurt too many people. People I never wanted to hurt. So, when I leave, it's to change myself (as the song implies). I just want to do better, be better. I'm sure I'll check in from time to time, so feel free to leave me comments or send me PMs. And no, I'm not mad or upset with anyone here. I'm only upset with myself. So, that's why I'm leaving. Don't want more people hurt. I'll see you all when I see you.
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