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By reading this header, you agree to not sue me for any insults you may perceive, mental damage you may recieve, or just general dissapointment you may feel forth with. Basicaly, from here on out, you're on your own bub!
... The time is 9:25A.M. on June 29th, 2009. I was going to brag about my new art work, here, and maybe the other one I drew, then I read my PMs. It's odd, to say the least. I've been over the break up scenario several times in my head, so many times that occasionally, I cried for no apparent reason to the casual passer-by (always when I was alone though, so really, there was no passer-by), but I never expected this. I always thought I was the one who would say 'I don't want to hurt you by never seeing you,' or something long those lines. I guess my assumption of the young woman who needed me so much is a little out of date, heh heh. In case you haven't figured it out, I've been dumped. I'm taking it better than I expected, much better than when she told me about her real life boyfriend (with whom she broke up a while ago, by the way). Still, I am sad, and regretful, but I can't help but being proud of her. Everything she said was true, meaningful, all that good stuff. I don't think I would have been able to let her go like that. I do love her, but maybe she's right. Maybe it is best that we who will probably never meet stay good friends, and find partners in the real world. I just hope that, if that's not possible, maybe, just maybe, we'll be able to comfort each other again. The time is 9:32A.M. on June 29th, 2009.

Breakups, Never Quite What You Expect, Eh?

Wind Spirit22
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    Pinkjazzykats
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    Tue Jun 30, 2009 @ 12:01am


    today is money right now is 4 55 and i havent eaten since saterday when i sent you that pm. i havent slept well and i have tooken my new hair staightener or what ever it is and burnt both my wrists a cross. yes they hurt and yes its a bad burn. i am in trouble right now doing so. sighs i even tried to cut myself but i put the knife blad down and pushed and it hurt like a mother ********. i am starving right now but i just cant seem to eat i did try but i threw up. i skiped sunday throwing up all day like one of those sick skinny people. i get online and there is charels and i log right off not wanting to talk to him. yes i love him and stuff but he only wanted me for himself and not with you and i thought i could go with it and i left you for him but its ntow hat i want after a long day on saturday after that pm sent i was crying and crying and charles only thought of himself sunday when i was puking i called my mom cryinng to her and she said that charles was a puke and i made a mistake and i should get you back. i said i want to so badly but i dont deserve anyone even if i love someone...you...so much i would die for them...you...and well i asked charels what it ment to love and he said to live with them to love them forever no matter waht i thought of me and charles and i didnt see it i thought of you and me and i saw it. i talked to my granny she also aggees i made a mistake i should of chose you. and i know this in my heart i should of choese you. i sit here crying again skipping dinner we had dinner earlier and i ate it but it wouldnt stay down i just threw up and i came in my room my lights are off and i reading over old pms of you and your picuter just starting, lusting, wishing over you i am looking at old journal posts i had of you. and this may sound low to me to hurt you now ask for a re do. but i just have to do what my heart says. if you do its great if you dont i guess life will move on. with out me. i am so sick and tierd to being hurt and mostl hurting others. right now its monday 5 02 and i am starving and hurting
    i guess i should doctor my burns again


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