this is my journal.... my life and my works...
my start..... my end.......
my best...... my worst......
because i love you
you're a liar! i hate you. i hate you so much. you make my life miserable.you..... sigh... although you're treating me this way, the same letters are running through my veins.i don't know why. i want to blame you for all my sufferings. for all the stresses that you have given me. i want to cry. i want to scream. i want to tell you what is inside my thoughts. but i don't have the strength to do it. I'm afraid to loose you completely. hmm, speaking of loosing-i already loose you. all we had is that damn friendship. and i hate the way u treat me. sometimes you made me feel i'm special, sometimes you make me feel i'm worthless. you made me feel that you don't give a damn care of me. what should i do? i'm so confused.