ive had enough betrayals and pain to know better than to beleive that kindness exists in this world. i cant keep clinging to this foolish dream that i can have people who care about me. Im odd and stick out way to much for that. it seems so good in the beginning and then they all realize their mistake and leave me to my darkness, why did they pull me out just to push me back in, why did i let others cut the threads that kept me safe and sane. Im to stupid is why, i keep thinking that "this time will be different, I wont get hurt. They promised not to hurt me, or they are to nice" its all a lie and a cherade they wear to get close so they can rip my heart out again. I should have kept my heart hardened nad never let it thaw.... now the pains have returned, get in line oh dear ones take another needle and stab it in. My spirit isnt damaged enough.
 Kitiara_fox · Thu Jun 11, 2009 @ 05:23am · 0 Comments |
