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I really should stop thinking....my brain argues too much. Why does it try to find logical ways to solve things? I mean come on....seriously, love can't be solved logically but yet, my brain tries. It purposely tries to find ways for Mikey to be an unreal person. A figment of Ryna's imagination. But Hah! Now I have proof that he IS real! You see we all participated in an RP. Me, Ryna, Josh, John, Mikey, Alaina, Kit, Chris, Ki, and the dude who played Gento (I can't remember his name lol.) Sometimes we would all get online and RP at the same time. If Ryna was really Ryna, Mikey, Alaina, Kit, and Chris, then she would have had to log in to those five accounts all at once, which is impossible, on one computer. So obviously they are real people. Plus, I heard some tapes of Mikey, Alaina, Ryna and Matt talking and doing this hilarious stuff. Ryna said she can't afford a voice modifying system so....those must have been real voices. So I trust her. The Tarot cards say that my luck is bad when it comes to Mikey, and that my luck is awesome when it comes to me being famous, but that I have to make a very important decision. They said that I was afraid of happiness and being content, this is strange, because it also said that I crave happiness, that I want happiness. I have no idea what it's talking about. It said that I'm not sure if I want to be with Mikey my whole life, or if I want to be with some stranger I havn't met yet. It's strange because I can't love someone I don't know yet, and I'm pretty sure that if I could I would probably get married to MIkey...so....I'm very confused. I understand the words and Ryna's interpretations but I don't understand myself. What do they mean for ME? I was so sure. I still am sure I would spend the rest of my life with Mikey, but this has made me almost crazy thinking about it and trying to solve this puzzle. Maybe I should just ignore it, like Ryna said, put it in the back of my head and just go on living life like it never happened.
 Keneko_Kitty741 · Fri May 29, 2009 @ 03:38pm · 0 Comments |
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