Ok, things ussually roll right off my back. I let whatever happens around me just happen and ussually do nothing about it. Things dont ussually get to me like this. Well I guess thats because the problem is deeply affecting someone I love, and no matter what happens, people constanly make the situation worse. (possibly without even knowing it, which really boils my blood.) Ok, she isnt ******** Superwoman, so dont expect perfection all the time. Other things are important to her, such as being able to have a good carreer in the future, which cant happen if she's constanly being tugged on and forced to be God for the day, solving everyone elses problems but her own. I wish others could just understand what that kind of pressure feels like, and it really isnt fair and its pissing me off lately cause I know she cant keep dealing with it. (deep sigh) Damnit just open your eyes, and you'll see that you arent being as good a friend as your supposed to be, you're just chipping away at an already deteriorating statue, that wont stand much longer. sad
Crimzen Regret · Thu Nov 17, 2005 @ 09:57pm · 1 Comments |