There are things about u that piss me off and make me hurt. When im talking to you im trying to compromise. Don't walk away from me when im in mid sentence you selfish b*****d. If you want this to work you need to listen to my side too and compromise. Im getting to the point that if you walk away from me again you are going to have a rude awakening. Dont hang up in my face when the conversation is not going well do you have any respect for me at all? We come from different cultures and its crushing me because the two are clashing. Your mother thinks im unacceptable she can think what ever the hell she wants. Honestly im sick of her talking down im 23 yrs old im not a ******** child. You need to move the hell out of that house and come with me. Sure she wants you to be happy news flash you are a grown man so move out. I can no longer hold back my rage for your mother if she says something to set me off there is no stopping me, you have been warned. If i decide to be a mother its my chioce she has no say in it. I cant stand her i dont say anything because she is your mother and i as always respect my elders but in this case that stops here i can no longer contain it. Its affecting me at work. You always wonder why was my night is so bad and comment cards look like hell
your mother is in my head. Ive talked to your older sisters they say she will come around Bullshit i know she wont why? because im not like you or the rest of your family im the complete opposite and she does't like change.She just cant comprehend the fact that you will be marrying a black woman and that im not asian. You may say other wise but dont forget she is a woman and i can read her. Something has gotta give i will not give in to your mothers expectations why? there is no point she's never going to accept me for me. Its me or nothing at all and she chose nothing she cant stand me just as much as i cant stand her. She smiles and laughs but its all resentment. Ive done nothing to her but be myself. I cant follow her expectations but my own, you would have to be bionic to follow what she expects it would cause me to be something im not which i will not allow myself to do im just me just mili. Ive said what has been bottled up deep inside for a good year. eveything but i love you and nothing will change that you can make me very upset sometimes but im still here with you walking and talking with you loving, laughing and being crazy. Been me mili.
 monkeybite · Mon Feb 02, 2009 @ 12:32am · 0 Comments |
