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	Insanity on the Rise this contains thoughts of my day,my day,poems songs and whatever I feel like putting on here.


Inspite of Me Yeah,life isnt the greatest and im going even further into inasanity and i can be an absolutly horrible friend and i have my douts,alot of them acually.I smile and laugh and act like im happy but deception is my best talent i can fool anyone.no matter how well you know me you have no idea who i am as i dont even know.i may be judged but i dont care.if you hate me you have good reason if you love me then that is your death wish.i live life as if ill never die and my wishes are outragious i waste my time on things i shouldnt and dont use the time i have on the things i should.i believe in ghosts and mythical creatures.i am slightly bi and i hate god.im a hypocate and a controll freak i listen to almost no one if they ask me to do something and i cower in fear of those who are stronger than me.i am over protective and manipulate people to get what i want.i am extremly cynical and get very fowl.i have all seven of the seven deadly sins not one or a couple main ones.i hate people in general and my worst enimie or enimies is my family i hold grudges for too long and i often never forgive people who agravate me.i fake friendships to make things easier for myself.I want to kill and brudtally murder someone.i run from love and in fact are kind of scared of it.i want all the power in the world and will hurt anyone who stands in my way.I use people and lie and steal and cheat.i hate myself and have absolutly no cause for being like this.if something happens i blame everyone else.i love the dark and i believe in kill or be killed.i prefer to be at the top and if my friends are better than me at anything i resent them for it.I love death and dream of ruling the world with only myself at hand.i wish death to come to those who disobey me and i want everything to myself.i have no trust and am not a trustworthy person.i think nothing but for myself.i adore it when people fear me and when i am thought of as a god.if people like me i use it against them.i destroy and corupt almost everything i touch and those i cant ill kill.i befriend the evil and reject the good.i am backwards on most things.my level of thinking is so different no one can understand it no matter how many times i explain it.I consider myself a death angel and everyones worst nightmare.I think of fire and all life except me being insinrated.those i do love i wish to kill.I am the product of gods cruelty,the spawn of satin,a demon unborn,a broken childs dream waiting to be freed.and you defie all these things and love me inspite of them.i cant believe anything quite like you could exist. XxMistress_of_DemonsxX · Fri Jan 23, 2009 @ 10:53pm · 0 Comments


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