--Voug---- emo My new story =]! read if want!!!
"It's the new year! you know what that means, Glam?" my twin sister, May always said every new year..
I think know one can define a good person can they... well you might say they are a nice, loyal, caring, and... a hero....But no matter how much people say to me..... it's not true....They say I'm a good person when I'm not... But what hurts the most is the person who matter more than anyone else... deep in my heart.... My sister......
The world never became so cold every since her death..... She was never loved and no one cared just because she was different....
It was my fault... her death and her life... I didn't care for her and just treated her as a item..... Because I became popular and she became singled out... necleted... yet I never saw that...... I treated her like a item...... Made fun of her...... and never once loved her...
I liked the attention and tried to be someone who I wasnt never ment to be but I still became the monster....
It was a party at my house.... some dude was drinking and spat it on the floor while at that same time Kevin, my boyfriend threw it over there at the same spot.....
A fire broke out and everyone came out but..... May never came back out again...
My parents and Kevin abanoned me with out a regret.... I had to suffer alone because it was all my fault... But even though sucide could be the anwser... it wasnt a option...... Even my whole life collapsed... I had to stand up again..... because it was the new year... a fresh start.
I couldn't further my education... since I didnt have enough money or anything.... I didnt have any real friends to live with.... so I had to live in a cave where no one will know about..... And I applied for a job...... Which was a design company or something.... but I knew my life was moving to something bright...
 Frogstar B · Sun Jan 11, 2009 @ 07:06am · 1 Comments |
