I feel this urge to die,
and a strive to keep living.
I don't know what to do,
no matter what he knows.
I wanna leave just go,
I don't know- I just don't.
I feel corned and lost,
all at the same time.
I hold the blade close,
pressed to my own wrist.
I don't wanna leave,
I'm not ready to go yet.
I still feel love for them,
but the blade is so cold.
And I try to let go of it,
but I'm clinching tightly.
So I can't stop the pain,
like I didn't know that.
And now I'm thrown,
back again and forth.
I hold on as tight as I can,
but the blade's on my vein.
I feel the beat of my life,
it's pounding in my throat.
I'm not steady at all,
but somehow I don't fall.
And the memories fly,
this time it's not my idea.
I sit here; and there is gone,
the memories are fading.
And maybe you'll remember,
but I'm going away for now.
And it's going way too fast,
today's already in the past...
and a strive to keep living.
I don't know what to do,
no matter what he knows.
I wanna leave just go,
I don't know- I just don't.
I feel corned and lost,
all at the same time.
I hold the blade close,
pressed to my own wrist.
I don't wanna leave,
I'm not ready to go yet.
I still feel love for them,
but the blade is so cold.
And I try to let go of it,
but I'm clinching tightly.
So I can't stop the pain,
like I didn't know that.
And now I'm thrown,
back again and forth.
I hold on as tight as I can,
but the blade's on my vein.
I feel the beat of my life,
it's pounding in my throat.
I'm not steady at all,
but somehow I don't fall.
And the memories fly,
this time it's not my idea.
I sit here; and there is gone,
the memories are fading.
And maybe you'll remember,
but I'm going away for now.
And it's going way too fast,
today's already in the past...
