GOD DAMNIT! The time is 11:36A.M. on December 29th, 2008. It's really ******** hard to be the friend/theropist. Have you tried it? I do it for free, I do it be cause I like her, and I don't want her to start sliting her wrists or something. But it's really ******** hard to help her when she expects me to be superhuman, never sleep, never seek any entertainment of any kind. I'm sorry! I really am! I just need to scream sometime.... It's hard to be that perfect guy who will stop anything he's doing at the drop of a hat to talk. I try, I do, but I can't sense things magicaly. If I'm on another site, I can't just know when I have PMs. I'm only one man! I still want to help, I do. Just, don't be so angry when I say I need sleep when it's 2:30 in the morning.She's not gonna be on today, and I sent her a PM of me yelling. She's gonna take it the wrong way, I just know it. Instead of a simple apoligy and a promise to do better, which is all I realy want, she's going to do something incredibly stupid. Something she might not be able to undo. Damnit, I shouldn't have sent it. I'm sorry! crying The time is 11:54A.M. on December 29th, 2008.
I'm so confused....
 Wind Spirit22 · Mon Dec 29, 2008 @ 05:46pm · 2 Comments |
