I hate that i let myself fall... Only to end up hurt.. Is it supposed to be that way? To give it all you got To one person... Only to be pushed away?
Am i supposed to cry... Just because i have no hope? Am i supposed to keep trying Only to be let down? Am i supposed to feel so bad.. Because i can't be there to help?
Why is it that no matter what i do for anyone, i get pushed aside and forgotten? Why does it have to have such an effect on me? Why is it that whenever you get online, i hope to finally get to talk to you, only to be let down once you're off? Or how i want to call so damn bad...but i wont, I wont let myself bother you.
No matter how hard i try...i still feel stupid for ever giving it a chance.
Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Tue Dec 23, 2008 @ 07:38am · 1 Comments |