Crying to the nothingness of the night
Wishing for everything to be alright
Hold it in, keep everything locked up tight
My eyes fell up with tears everything is out of sight
How long will it take to get better?
I keep hoping that maybe one day I’ll receive a letter
Telling me everything will get better
I keep walking along
Singing the same old sad song
Still wonder what is wrong
Maybe one day I can say that I can carry on
Like I’ve said before
The sky is still crying
And will continue forever more
I am still crying
And I hate myself for it
What do I have to cry about?
My life you could say is perfect
I dress in dark close
Don’t smile and nobody knows
Why I’m so depressed
When I look in the mirror all I see is a mess
Feel so bad all of the time
Want to smile is that really such a crime?
I want to smile just like I did back then
But how much would it take to get to that again?
How much would I have to forget?
How many times do I have to say that I feel hallow
Until someone gets that I’m not okay?
How long has it been?
That I’ve said that I feel happy
And feel sad at the same time?
How long will it take?
How long?
What will it take to feel happy again?
What will it take? Really?
Will I always be used?
Through all of my life
will I always be used?
No matter what I do?
Will this be what I’ll be like for rest of my life?
Or what?
Can’t anyone hear me when I cry?
Does anyone even care?
Do you care about me?
Am I always going to die like this?
Can I really be fixed?
Can someone really pick up my broken piece’s
Just someone, anyone tell me this
“Will. . . I-I ever be fixed. . .?”
 Silent Vampyre · Sat Dec 06, 2008 @ 09:28pm · 1 Comments |
