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I have tunes of stuff going on noe that im in high school.at first it was easy but know i have people making me mad and others are just bitches.I cant boleave most people.There is this girl who sits there and flurts with guys that i like and she pupusly dose it to piss me off.Now theres thig girl who broke up with her boyfriend not a day latter she went out with this guy that i like.and every one new that i liked him because i spend most of my time hanging out with him.so like im all ways around him.so now shes going out with him and i badly wont to yall at her and calll her names because she new trhat i like him.but i cant because i promised him that i wont say any thing bad about here wall she is around me.and if i do i told him that he can hit me.yah i know that is not far.if its the only way i can not make him mad so that him and i can still talk and hang out with him. i dont know what to do about it.and at home my mom is constintly yell ing evan though she promised after my older rother died that she will nit yell at all.but well i should have known that she wouldnt keep her promis cuz she never dose.i mean yah shes not purfect but that is a BIG pronis.and my did is a big but head cuz he wont at least save up some mony so i can come out too see him at all and right know my stepdad and my mom cant pay or me to go out there because my brother needs to get his mollers taken out.so there is probubly no way that i will ever get to see my grand parents and my other little sister.oh yah and my little sister that lives with me is a complet brat abd she never lisons.shes not supost to hang out with this girl hevon but she dose any way and that girl calls us contently. heart