I'm losing it pplz or person whoever you are
you mind commenting cause idk who you are, who keeps reading my journal without commenting and it's bothering me
anyways yea my mind has been unstable recently
I thought it was from the crying or my depression but I think its past that now
I mean I always was use to find it really stupid when someone told me they had a demon inside them then I started to take it seriously because more and more ppl were saying that so I was like watever
and started believing then I realized, after my friend corbin told me his story, that I once had one in me too. I just thought the logical thing, that I created an evil alterego or something but idc after a while cause she went away after a week or so but today she came back. but this time it wasnt an alterego, it was like I was really becoming that messed up and mentally ill or something cause it wasnt like another thought process all together, it was linked to wat I was watching last night/this morning and wat I've been reading for the past few days and wat I've been thinking for the past few months (this relates to the song in my last entry). well idk, I'm just creeping myself out. can you guys give me some advice and help me please. I dont know wat to do or make of this, its like I'm becoming addicted to things that shouldnt make sense or things that would make ppl freak out or be sickened by it and stuff but my mind doesnt process it like that anymore. I think I'm turning my mind into that of a serial killer........pahahaaha! jk jk! but seriously ok check out onemanga.com then go to Alive The Final Evolution thats wat I'm reading right now. I stopped on like chapter 13 or 14, well check it out and please tell me how you reacted to it, please I need your help to figure this out and I cant ask my friends or family...so please and thank you.
 thinmint94 · Wed Nov 12, 2008 @ 02:41am · 0 Comments |
