When I was being born my dad was out with another girl and not with my mom. crying At first me and my dad didnt talk but now we write notes to eachother and talk to eachother. My dad lives in North Carolina! I cant cry out for help to my family because i dont think they will understand! I really dont act like I am sad about my dad. But really inside I have scars! cry Scars that no one can fix. I dont tell my friends my story. but here you go....enjoy. I couple years ago I started cutting which is taking a razor and cutting my self to relieve pain! NEVER do it! I doesnt help! It mkes everything worse!! Just a while ago I started playing with fire an tried to light stuff (including myself) on fire. I didnt make it to that point. My mom caught me about a month ago with a lighter and said she was going to take me to the fire department and let them teach me of the dangers of fire, but she never did. NO I AM NOT A PSYCHO!!! It's just cries for help! sad crying stressed
 MiSSES G0LDFiSHY · Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 03:18am · 2 Comments |
