I really wish I weren't so dumb as to put myself in a stupid situation like this.... If I weren't so stupid I would have never picked up that bottle and then there'd be no chance that I may be..... with child...... There are so many things that I wish I could change about myself..... I'm an awful person..... And the one person I really feel bad for is Nathan. He loves me so much and I go out and ******** everything up. And I hope that he knows that I dont expect anything from him. And if he decides that he's not ready for this and doesn't want to be with me anymore i fully understand. Its so overwhelming and I'm sure that I, if put in that situation, would prolly b unsure as to wat to do as well. God I'm just so damn stupid.....
 xRawrImmaKannibalx · Sat Oct 25, 2008 @ 09:34pm · 2 Comments |
