I've never claimed to by psychic or magic or anything. I don't really believe in it. But something very odd happened to me that I can't seem to get my mind around.
When I first met my boyfriend it was here on Gaia, and he had pmed me about a post I made. We hit it right off, talking about books, movies, music, all the little things. But we never once spoke of our personal lives. Neither of us knew if the other had a boyfriend or girlfriend.
Well after a while I started to develop feelings for him and I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't help myself. I really felt a good and strong connection and friendship with him. He was smart and nice, and not just some perv like most the guys who pm me.
But it wasn't until after I realized how I felt that the weirdest thing happened.
We were talking about religion one day, and just out of the blue I knew he had a girlfriend. No one had told me, he hadn't and I didn't know any of his friends at the time, or his girlfriend. But I just knew. It wasn't one of those kind of "I think" things, this was full blow instant information from no where kind of thing. It scared the crap out of me, it really did. I had no clue where it came from.
So naturally I asked him if he had a girlfriend. More of a statement really, but he said he did, but they were on the verge of a break up. I was so incredibly pissed at myself for allowing myself to feel feelings for someone who I knew was too good to be true, that I became suddenly ill. I felt like I had been kicked in the stomach. I ended up vomiting and within the next two minutes cried horribly. I still don't know why today.
But the really scary part, after I came back from the bathroom, he had pmed me telling me he felt like he had just gotten punched in the stomach and had a horrible taste in his mouth. I wish I still had the pm to prove it.
To this day I can not figure out what happened or how it happened, only that I know it did.
 Commie Fanny Whammer · Fri Oct 24, 2008 @ 09:25am · 0 Comments |
