I'm wasting my time.You're a big waste of my time.I think....you know what?This is getting too old.I'm wasting my time even getting mad, and it's making me exhausted.So this is my last journal,dirrected to you.●メロへ
I met you the second half of our 7th grade year. To be honest, you were my life for that short time.
I had no friends on this island, and you popped up and made me smile. We laughed, we had sleepovers, we went to concerts, we did stuff.
Come 8th grade year, I fell for Meiun for a short while. You started..doing anything with him. He really did like you more then me. Yes, I admit it, I was jealous. But I moved on. Then, like my first love, my second love was a girl. Did I ever get her? No. Why? Because you took the attention away from me, and directed it to you. Do you have any idea how close I was? I was really close, thank you very much. Why did you have to ruin it? Not to mention, remember "Keola" ? You flirted with him like mad. He was getting annoyed because he knew you knew that he liked me, and you were doing that. I kind of liked him..too I guess.
But now, I fell for Yuki.
And it's killing me ...somehow. I was the one who met him first, I was the one who watched as he was snatched away from me. We're just friends. But the thing is, I'm nothing compared to you guys anymore.
I was cool enough for him too where he would talk to me, and we would have fun. But ever since you and your...ways came up, it's just nothing. By the way, I thought you were my best friend.
Best friends are there for eachother, I was there for you. You were never there for me. I let you sleep over, even though the person I lived with was absolutely annoyed by you, because they thought you were too
rude and obnoxious.It's funny how you don't care. I bet you don't even care about how I feel right now. It's fine, but when you're making someone feel down when they've been nothing but nice to you,well ******** YOU. I don't care if that's the most immature way to sum up my feelings towards you, but too bad. This is my last...rant over you. I'm over it. I'm over you. I just hope something happens, but whatever. I don't care anymore.
Go have fun you filthy white trash.
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Now that that's out...I'm doomed for English.
I have nothing too do after school and at home.
I have too much free time
and I want a kitty.
But I have a dog.
Nya.I figured out how to make my hair look like it's in puffy pigtails.
When it's not :]
I know the secrets to Visual/Oshare Kei & JRock hair.
I know the secrets the make up.
I know that my leg itches right now. But I'm too lazy to scratch it.
I know that I wasn't able to use the bathroom for an hour, because somehow people were just going in and out of it.
Damn it. Stupid niichan's friends. Haha.
My dog smells good.
haha. I sat on him today. Or tried to, really.
It's fun.
I have a Japanese test tomorrow, and my English Outline thing is due tomorrow. And I really really have to work on my project.
That's due next Monday, for Japanese.
I'm a slacker, a procrastinater, a bum.
I wonder...
あなたは神を信じますか？
僕は神を信じない・・・・
Or maybe I do?
（Wვ●’）
Nah.
にゃ～
みなさん、じゃね！
